~She~

Today is Monday 30 June 2008. Sitting on chair writing my blog. haha. so boring lazy to play games. now is 11/.25am. Today is my bou pui lui "Sweeet" birthday. Happy Birthday woh! haha. Day got message her liao. later sing must sing a birthday song to her. Yahoo! Finish working jor luh. No need to working liao. haha. Finish teaching those student. Now become very free. Sometimes thinking of future. What job i should be? Does i need to continue my study or not? Study what course? Mum ask me to take account but dad say me better go learn computer. Yay! I think computer more good cause i love computer. Haha. I think today i write this blog. To write down my feels on "she". Who is "She" leh? haha not my ex gf. But is another 1. In camps,ever tired ever bad mood when i saw her past my front or oppostite. I feel very happy. Why?! She not really pretty or cute. And as i know i only like small size girls. She tall... But "She" leave the camp earlier. That day i very sad and tears out. Heart like thousand knife cut off my body. -.-
"She" gone make me everyday feel bad mood not happy no spirit on all activity. I ask my friend go ask her number from her girl girl friends. I got it. I sms to her. She reply! haha. I'm happy. We both keep contact everyday when i get the hp sure will sms her and call her. On may8. "She" birthday... i say happy birthday to her. And that day is my most sadness day. Me break up with my girl friends Lisa... Actually i want to find "She" sms so i can feel more good. She say she busy... >.<"
Start that day till now she no sms with me. I dunno what happen and she looks like keep away with me. I ask her on msn why u no reply my msg. She say " i no received..."
Almost every weeks i got sms her but she doesnt reply me. I know maybe im bad or what. I know 我不配. In my life only got 2 girls who can make me when sing a song or hear song will thinking of them and miss them. First is ex gf Lisa we almost 3 years... second is "She". When i thinking of Lisa is hearing Li Sheng Jie song. If she...is Jay chou de 我不配. That day i got buy 2 litle turtle not real de lah. 1 to Hui Ling 1 to her... As her birthday gift on May8. Maybe late and on June7 Hui Ling back Selangor i got give 2 again the PLKN accesiories. 1 to "She" 1 to hui ling. But... i told Hui Ling that don't tell her that is me give it to her. Just say is Hui Ling buy. If she knw is me buy maybe will drop it or not be accept. I think in camp i only got talking with her 1 times only. At the side of medic TELEKOM there. That day i still remember tomorrow is 清明节. I want get this chance to write down my feels in my heart. Im sad now dont want to write more. Actually till now i still save all the msg she send to me. Sometimes when i read it i feel sad and disapointed with myself. haiz...Lastly i hope she always happy and healthy... maybe we both never contact but i know she always in my mind in my heart... Take care "She"

NS Life in Kem Bagai Budi Sandakan

In camp havent too many things. Fighting,argue with fren,know new friends,learn new things,new life,and lots... should i say i'm happy when out from camp? i don't think so. when out from camp this 3 months feel sick everyday. fever+headache,selesma ah and lots. is it to miss camp or not suitable at home? haiz. so miss camp and those stupid crazy fren when in camp. espectly my team "LAKSAMANA". damn miss my teammates. and my love teacher. Cikgu Edris who always take care of our team and my THINA dorm. in camp have six dorm but the most special dorm is ours dorm THINA. know why? cause got Cg.Edris... he very take care of us. we not enough shirt or wat. he will trying hard help fixed all problem. and our dorm got a rules. i never forget that rule who Cg.Edris called it "THINA STYLE 50". if Cg.Edris saw anyone who not Thina member but inside Thina dorm. he sure will say..... "Ahhhh.....HA!!!!!! apa lagi...?! macam biasa... wakakakakaka" sure laugh de.
and that "pendatang asing" must do 50 push up. Grasshoper Position Down!!!!!!!
haha. funny. this Kem Bagai Budi Sandakan have lots special punishment. many pelatih must remember in their mind thats...:
1.)Grasshoper Position Down!
2.)Buka Barisan Gerak!
3.)Piti Sepuluh Sebanyak ???!
4.)Okagi Style(Cg.Edris)
5.)Thina Style(Cg.Edris)
6.)14 satu dua hentak kaki CEPAT!!!(Staff Disliplin)
7.)50 satu dua hentak kaki CEPAT!!!(Staff Disliplin)
8.)Ambil 5 round padang kawad!
9.)Pegang Telinga Turun Sepuluh(Cg.Elen)
haha maybe still have others but maybe i'm miss sum of it. haha.
any1 knw plz coment tell me ah. haha.
and sure in camp will hear some nick name from teacher. funny nick name oh. i also received lots nick name but not from teacher is from pelatih loh:
1.)Wu Gui(Chao Ying&Wen Li)
2.)Panyuk(Blok Thina)
3.)Ai Qing Gu Wen(Ah Peng)
i think only that gua. more gud loh only 3 nick name. haha. but my fren and others pelatih d more funny oh.....all of this is from Cg.Edris lots is Laksamana:
1.)Ubi Kay(Amy)
2.)Belalang(Kal)
3.)Sepilok/Virus(forget his name)
4.)Senser(Syam)
5.)Tulang Besi(Ah Jin)this from Chan
6.)Black(Utai)
7.)Skodeng(forget his real name)
8.)High Bleed(Ucup)
9.)Bulat(forget his real name)
10.)Wira(Jang)
11.)Seramah(Sani)
12.)Sugar(Sival)
13.)Roti(forget his real name)
14.)Planta(Dennis)
15.)Pelatih Terbaik(Boy) we always call he like dat. funny
16.)The(Hanif) i thnk not cg.edris give this name de.
many still got others geh. but forget jor gua. haha.
if any1 i no write in this list tell me ah. haha. stil have many things want to write but no idea luh. next time lah. hehe. so miss camp and fren luh.
To Be Continue...............