So Sad So Disapointed........>.<"

lol.......juz go Sandakan two weeks. "She" change... Very quiet to me. I really duno why she will like that. No like before much love me miss me or care me. Very quiet. Her quiet making me thinking of last year we break up. Damn! Is it this time we gonna break up again?! Haiz... Is it i not good? i duno. maybe i not such guys rich or handsome. but i never play people feelings and i very care her love her miss her. When i in camps everyday everysecond thinking of " What she doing now leh? She got sick or not? Healthy mah? Sick got eat medicine or else? Got hear me eat many many? She sure tired with her dancing shows." so sad. tomorow i will be back Sandakan continue khidmat negara. my real reason back semporna is wanted to see her if still healthy. i dont want she always cried or sad when i not side her. i just want she be happy everyday. i love she. now i argue with her in sms. i back semporna she go twu pula. haiz... i so disapointed. i already plan at all and trying make she a sweet sweet suprise but.........haiz. i duno want do what now. trying to find a stone hit self or drunk till die. don't want thinking more things. so sad........
lazy write lah. i also dunno what im typing now. bye my blog. this blog such like my diary and my heart. feel more good type my bad mood at all in blog.
thanks Laucen help me register this blog.
bye bye=.="